Favoriting Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza: Playlist from September 14, 2020 Favoriting

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Favoriting September 14, 2020: Laughter Brings You Closer (to the) (Shows #366/368 as #736) | Download full MP3

Hear two parts in one of an endlessly self-referential pair of long-ago Ken's Last Ever radio shows from Austin, TX, and type together about it/us/anything.

First half, "Surely Laughter Brings You Closer to the Guy (I think the cat just fell: Should I go (a way)?)," 2005's next to last show of a two-year series. Two years in one hour, and endless phone calls.

Second half, "Layered Laughter Brings New Closure to the Guy (She doesn't believe it was a cat. I don't know if it's good or bad, but it happens all the same. (always transforming and again))," the dramatic conclusion of all shows (a.k.a. last ever).

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Artist Track Album Year Comments Approx. start time
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  Surely Laughter Brings You Closer to the Guy   Favoriting Show #366, live May 24th, 2005 in Austin  2005  Full list of samples is here  0:00:00 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  Layered Laughter Brings New Closure to the Guy   Favoriting Show #368, live May 31st, 2005 in Austin  2005  This very-last-ever show was originally here, still no list of samples   

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Listener comments!

Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:01pm
listener james from westwood:

afternoon, Kenzo and all!
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geezerette:

Hey!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:02pm
fred:

Hello Kenzo, I read an article titled "I am Ramu" this morning and thought about a couple of your shows
Avatar 8/23/17 5:02pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

But fred, you am Ramu.
Avatar 8/23/17 5:04pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I am very pleased to be sharing this aural experience with you all today.
Avatar 8/23/17 5:05pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Which I am accidentally hearing two copies of, which works well
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geezerette:

Infinite layers,Kenzo.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(No live phone calls today unless you can call 2005)
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northguineahills:

I'm on it Kenzo!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:09pm
fred:

If someone does, will you answer?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Clowns into cars
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Considering that station burned down three separate times since this show, it's hard to say.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:12pm
fred:

Is "Clowns into cars" your concept for a reboot of "Pimp my ride"?
  8/23/17 5:14pm
Santos L Halper:

This show is just what I needed. There, I said it
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:14pm
melinda:

This is my favorite Air song.
Avatar 8/23/17 5:18pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Santos, your need is just what I needed.
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geezerette:

Looney-Tunes.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

melinda: Kinda hard to keep up with which song is which today. All the samples in this show were loops from shows in the preceding two years of Austin shows: lastever.org...
Avatar 8/23/17 5:20pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

northguineahills: What ARE you on, exactly?
  8/23/17 5:20pm
Santos L Halper:

I need you to need me?
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geezerette:

it's okay.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:25pm
melinda:

I like these snippets. A bit of Kinks, some Magnetic Fields...
Avatar 8/23/17 5:26pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

They go by just fast enough that you forget
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Like life
Avatar 8/23/17 5:32pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Reliving this is making me sweat. It was almost over forever.
Avatar 8/23/17 5:34pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

This was pretty good for only having one phone input at that station. I had this contraption to switch between two lines.
  8/23/17 5:37pm
Dave in Vermont on the phone:

Yes
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geezerette:

me too.
  8/23/17 5:39pm
Dave in Vermont on the phone:

How now down brow
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:40pm
Gary:

Howdy
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Howdy, it's a brow down
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northguineahills:

Ok, I'm out thanks Kenzo!
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geezerette:

I knew a guy named Guy.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

ngh, we'll miss you!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hey, everyone, what's one thing that makes you laugh?
Avatar 8/23/17 5:47pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

After two years of calls from this brilliant fellow, this is the first moment I ever got him to respond to me live.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Just in time, then I left him forever
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:47pm
fred:

Enrico Palazzo
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

fred, an obsession of yours?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:48pm
fred:

No, just the first thing that came to mind
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hi, Gary! Hi, Dave in Vermont! Also hi, melinda, geezerette, fred, james from westwood, the ghost of northguinuehills, Santos L Halper, and secret silent laughers
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

fred Wed. 7/26/17 6:29pm: "Please play Enrico Palazzo!"
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:50pm
fred:

I mostly laugh at unexpected stuff, so I had to reach for something predictable
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rbx:

nervous repetition makes me laugh - the laughter of others make me laugh - my dog makes me laugh
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rbx:

though thinking about the question I feel like I haven't laughed much lately, and that makes me just a touch sad.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:51pm
fred:

I mostly dislike laughter
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:52pm
fred:

I mostly like Twin Peaks samples
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rbx:

riffing on dumb bits with friends, trying to see them through to their illogical conclusions
Avatar 8/23/17 5:53pm
geezerette:

This collage makes me laugh.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Santos, send me your contact info so we never get separated again! lastever.org...
Avatar 8/23/17 5:53pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I was in a closing circle and they asked us all to inhale, and then laugh on the exhale. I didn't laugh!
Avatar 8/23/17 5:54pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Perhaps playing these shows was my response 3 days late / 12 years early.
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geezerette:

laughing on command isn't funny.
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geezerette:

ha ha ha,bleech!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 5:56pm
fred:

Pet peeve: I hate it when people laugh when they just don't get what's going on at contemporary dance shows
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I laugh at surreal juxtapositions
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geezerette:

that is not the guy,
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steve:

hey Kenzo
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

steve! What makes you laugh? What doesn't make you laugh?
Avatar 8/23/17 5:58pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Whoops, the next-to-last-ever show is over in 1 minute
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(I'm listening to the radio to see when I go off the air)
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geezerette:

!
Thanks, Kenzo!
Avatar 8/23/17 6:00pm
steve:

oh geez i dont know i gotta think about that
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hey, we're back! The final hour of the final show ever in the final run of the Austin radio project before it started back up again
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:00pm
fred:

It always feels weird to me when I hear "counterfolk"
Avatar 8/23/17 6:01pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Yeah, well. Too hard to edit. It always felt weird to pronounce. My freaking domain name of desire was squatted for like 5 years before I finally got it.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:02pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm glad people actually believed me when I said it was the last one. It was.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:03pm
fred:

It feels weird because I had a blog named counterfnord, ages ago
Avatar 8/23/17 6:04pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

So this here is the warm-up. Almost every show has this. I'm still hooking things up and calming down from whatever race to the show I just undertook, filling out paperwork, configuring things, pointing cameras, testing audio, and trying to rapidly find my center so that I may create something spontaneously interesting after so much hyper-thinking to get it started.
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geezerette:

I looked at the "time" and laughed.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

That's right, your counterfnord thing always looked weird to me!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:05pm
Parq:

I don't really understand what's happening but I'm looking forward to the show.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

geezerette: Reminds me, I once got so focused and excited about my show and it finished and I passed it off to the next DJ and then 15 minutes later I realized I'd done so half an hour early and neither of us had noticed.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:05pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Parq, welcome, and what makes you laugh and not laugh?
Avatar 8/23/17 6:06pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Sample from terrifying movie Requiem for a Dream
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Oh and some sample conversion issue causing the static
Avatar 8/23/17 6:07pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I suspect I didn't realize at the start of this show that the whole thing would be a remix of the prior show (which we just heard)
Avatar 8/23/17 6:07pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

My friend had been walking around the studio with my video camera the prior week, so I was using the audio from that
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Not eating enough doesn't make me laugh
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steve:

he doesnt believe its a cat? what does he think it is?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:11pm
Parq:

Funny stuff makes me laugh. Not funny stuff makes me not laugh.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:11pm
Doug Schulkind:

KLERE!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

GTDS!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:12pm
fred:

I liked the music to Requiem for a Dream, so a friend ripped it for me, but I never got around to watch it. I lost it after a disk crash, but also way after seeing Inland Empire and giving up on movies altogetger
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

RFAD was a amazing and I'll never watch it again nor recommend it to anyone I don't want to send into unnecessary trauma
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

This is Yen Hung again. Where do you want me to go? I met him at this, club, this...social club!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I wonder if Yen Hung's life changed after he told the radio audience he was watching a pornography "flick" while calling in.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:16pm
fred:

The occasional Coco Rosie sample is freaking me out
Avatar 8/23/17 6:18pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

After The Guy finally responded to me last week (last hour), we had a spontaneous hour-long co-interview in an impromptu show, some of which is sampled this show. Hence also the bump in show numbers between this two shows.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:18pm
geezerette:

surf's up. time is good.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Parq, have you come to understand anything yet?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

steve, have you thought of anything yet?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

rbx, what else?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:21pm
Parq:

Uh, no. Is that likely to detract from my enjoyment of the show in some way?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(Takes notes on clipboard)
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steve:

oh yeah, ive thought of so many things!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(Nods ambiguously)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I wish all the people inside this show could hear it now. I wrote to many of them!
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geezerette:

s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com...
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:29pm
Doug Schulkind:

So stimulating and soothing simultaneously, this is.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:29pm
geezerette:

a little like a carnival midway.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:30pm
fred:

For a while this sounded like the love child of Steve Reich and Elizabeth Clare Prophet
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:30pm
Parq:

This kinda reminds me -- Shelly Hirsch is doing a performance in the park right outside my office later tonight. I've got a ton of work but I hope to see at least a little of it.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:30pm
geezerette:

( ! )
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

In 28 minutes I quit forever
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geezerette:

now I want pizza.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:32pm
Rand al'Thor:

Here for the last half hour.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:33pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

'I assume you're severely depressed"
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still b/p:

Great ! Just got here, and heard a reporter a moment ago on the radio in the kitchen use the term "double down," so I NEEDS the anitidote in this non-noodnik, nonconforming kind of good goulash! Mmmm.
Avatar 8/23/17 6:33pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Welcome, Rand! What makes you laugh? What doesn't make you laugh?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hi, still b/p. We were just about to double down and dosie do.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Took me a couple of years to figure out what was freezing up my Winamps. Still hadn't licked it yet.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:35pm
Rand al'Thor:

Machines talking to me makes me laugh.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

actually
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:35pm
fred:

@Parq: If it's right outside your office why not catch it all then go back in? Maybe you won't, but no matter what you do you'll still have a ton of work. Catch up with that later, it's not going away
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

fred, I'm consistently honored that you push past your bedtime to be here.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:36pm
Gary:

I laugh at everything. www.pinterest.com...
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:37pm
Parq:

Fred, for reason I won't go into now, once I leave, I can't come back tonight. But the second half of your analysis makes a lot of sense.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Doug, glad this is stimusoothing you.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm seeing newly restored Blade Runner in a theater next week. I haven't sampled that movie in a long time. I've seen things you people wouldn't believe...
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still b/p:

Doobie do, devil dogs and dancing daughters! The interpretation-rich phrase, "freezing up my winamps" reminds me of a description I heard once of a radio spoof show in which there'd be home and gardening advice such as, "First we'll stuff some creepers up your trellis."
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Carmichael:

Geez, I finally made it. Heya Kenzo and others.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Dastardly doings
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Welcome to the other side, Carmichael. I've had a terrible headache ever since staring into that big sun thing
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mossy lightouse:

i am here now! i have developed a good habit of working on music in the afternoons; thankfully now i also have some long extravaganza combinations to hear! i prefer to keep up with them also though! thankfully it only crowed twice!
Avatar 8/23/17 6:42pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Which is in fact why this week is 12 years ago last ever and not new first ever
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

mossy! always transforming and again
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Where is this going, Ken? He asks in the last 15 minutes ever
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Feel free to fondle the favorites fstars for this free for fall
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Further, Facebook fanning is fine: www.facebook.com...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Is my pizza ready?
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still b/p:

This is like a hearing and cognitive test. "Raise your hand when you first recognize little BOC thing working in the weave."

What's the point, did a sampled soul ask? Third place in the Edinburgh Fringe funniest joke contest: "I've given up asking rhetorical questions. What's the point?"
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Carmichael:

The pizza you ordered in 2005?
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geezerette:

actually collaging?,actually collaging?actually collaging?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I think I should go
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(OK?)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hi, this is Yen Hung again!
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Carmichael:

I haven't heard this show in years.
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geezerette:

this is how earth sounds from space.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:50pm
Rand al'Thor:

I haven't gone to the window.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Relive the moment, the show ended forever in 8 minutes. Lives ended, bodies relocated, cars were stolen, and the cat did fall.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:52pm
fred:

With the AVX work I'm doing these days, your mind-scrambling shows should count as either training or much needed readjustment
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

This ending moment reminds me how much I love you, all of you. I'll miss you most of all, Scarecrow.
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geezerette:

Thanks,Kenzo!
should I go now?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

This ending moment also reminds me I'm not much for goodbyes. They threw me a going-away party and it was all they could do to get me to actually go to it.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

geezerette: Number 1 or number 2?
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Carmichael:

Let's give this show a decent Viking funeral.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I didn't even loop a dirge
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geezerette:

um, both.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:54pm
Rand al'Thor:

I'm not one for parties.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:54pm
Rand al'Thor:

I'm not one for good-byes.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

The party was more like a receiving line with everyone telling me long-queued-up appreciations and affections one by one. It brought new closure to the guy.
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geezerette:

that guy. again.
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still b/p:

The Ending Moment! Now with extra vaganza!
"Since you gotta go, oh you'd better
Go now go now, go now..."
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

FB commenter: "what happened to Number 4??? "is She recyclable?""
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

3 minutes to go, can't even tell!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:57pm
fred:

I once didn't go to my own birthday party. I don't think anyone noticed
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Carmichael:

Like life, the show just stops.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Oh now it feels like something's (un)happening
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:58pm
fred:

Was it last-ever from the start?
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mossy lightouse:

Thank you for the good news about continued live shows! It is pleasing to hear also about your party; it does sound very tuned in, humane, honest, medicinal, freewheeling, colorful, and welcoming to everyone who was there to be themselves, and merge with many good present and future aspects with which they could!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Kisses and goodbyes, Carmichael, fred, stil b/p, geezerette, Rand, Gary, mossy, Parq, Doug, steve, rbx, Dave, ngh, Santos, melinda, james...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

5 seconds
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I think I didn't sufficiently explain to people that was the last one. Oh well.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 6:59pm
Rand al'Thor:

<3 Ken. Thank you.
  8/23/17 7:00pm
Santos L Halper:

Are we there yet?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Santos, I'm still waiting for your friendly email. To my name at lastever.org
Avatar Swag For Life Member 8/23/17 7:01pm
listener james from westwood:

thanks, Kenzo!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

The audio archive of this show will appear right here in 10 minutes!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

And...there it is! Enjoy, and please post more comments here as you listen!
  8/26/17 4:58am
Lily:

As tears fell into the saltwater bath today, I thought of Batty crying in the rain. I didn't know you had typed that about Bladerunner above, Ken. In the bath, as I wept, I was listening to myself in the past, laughing. I was listening to Zach, the cat who fell, who wasn't hurt, but often cried just to show he was there, who died about a year after that and was buried by Joy, his owner. That really is her name. You might wonder. She lives in Portland now too. I sometimes wonder if she hears this show ever and feels weird that at points I'm laughing while her cat cries. I feel kind of weird about it myself. She seems to have a new cat now.

After the bath, when I could walk again, after my shift at the coop, I met a person I've seen on the bus a number of times on my way to work at the other coop. I take the bus until next week because someone smashed my bike in half and hurt my body and left me mangled in the road at 1:00 am, after a long night of work at a shelter, at the very end of April. April is the cruelest month.

The person walked up to me and said, "I see you on my bus all of the time and I've wanted to meet you". I said, "Okay". He held out his hand to me and said," My name's Happy, what's yours?". "Lily", I said. "I like your name!", I said. "I like yours too", he said. "Maybe I'll get to talk more with you someday", I said. "I'm sure that will be the case" He said.

My friend is likely giving me a bike next week as I pass through Seattle. I have only ridden a bike once in 4 months, the longest I've ever gone without riding since I first got a bike in childhood. I also miss dancing. I really hope that I am able to dance again. What is life without dancing, without bikes? It is a difficult place to laugh from, but my old self reminded me of how, but first I had to fill the bath with tears.

It is so strange that the person I was said, "There's a cough that won't go away". It did go away, and why couldn't I even temporarily own it? Don't most people say, "I have a cough that won't go away, that lingers"? Even so, the thing that strikes me is that it did go away.

I no longer find the guy calming. I don't know about inflating or deflating egos. I guess they're penetrable, which allows for like their inhale and exhale?

Even with all of this pain, and beauty, and everything, life still feels a little see-through, like it's not totally happening. Or maybe that's just the cumulative trauma talking. I hope that you're well and happy!

Maybe, now I'm the wall. :)
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Rich in Washington:

Happy 20, KLERE! Glad to say I've been a listener for a good part of these last two decades.
  3:51pm
Martinibomb:

Hello Kenzo!
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Martinibomb:

Happy kenzoDB 20th Anniversary
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StringOFperils:

This sounds like the inside of my head.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Oh, hi! Thanks, robot-controlled listeners and broadcasters.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Ha ha, KLERE is 26 1/2 years old...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

@StringOFperils: We must hear the same head
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Historical context: This was the very last show I ever did at the time, and I knew it. (Two years later, I did another.)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Rich, it's been great to have you along for so long!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Martinibomb, thanks!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I can't tell whether I'm talking live to this caller or if it's the caller from the week earlier (first hour)
  4:53pm
Martinibomb:

heheh this stuff about the cat etc... is awesome number 1 or number 2?? Knocking at your door??
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Time to feel sad, only 5 more minutes for this show to ever exist, and I'm spending it talking about the long hand
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chresti:

Hi Kenzo and everlastings! Home frum work!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

chresti, welcome!
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chresti:

I think you should have your own 24hr stream.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

That would push me the rest of the way over the edge. (*I did for a little while in the late 90's)
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chresti:

Oh jeez, it's over, thanks Kenzo!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Yeah, schedules! Check it out on the archive. It's quite a trip.
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